I rode an elephant in Thailand
the summer I finally set out-
umbilical straight–jacket by then
nearly fused with my own anatomy
I didn’t ride barebacked
Still, l should have enquired
about the Elephant’s consent-
Instead I mounted him as if
it was my right- I had after all
paid to see the view from the top
Up close, random stray hairs
emerging from wrinkled grey skin,
bore an uncanny resemblance
to my 90-year-old grandmother
Days before my departure, my fingers
read the sagging softness beneath her arms
like a blind traveler studying a map.
Oblivious to the landmines in her heart,
I asked why she remained single- it had been four
decades, since my grandfather’s death-
…Men were bosses in
Poland’s factories…
…fathers pleading
unsuccessfully, for time off
work, for 9-year-old
daughters on Kol Nidre…-
…Young husbands incapacitated
by illness…
“Why would I want another man
to take care of?” she murmured.
I sat in the box seat, strapped
around the elephant’s back,
like the great Napoleon
on the eve of battle…
Surveying the promise
of freedom’s illusion
Lori Polachek
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